done

well im back. im sick and tired of wallowing in sadness. I'll miss him, seeing as how he's my first love, but he said something to me as he left. "Take what life throws at you" which is a good philosophy for disapointment. It seemed to make the equation of the situation work. Sometimes all it takes is a little wisdom to make someone feel better ^_^
Well, he told me if i want to find someone else and not wait for him, he understands, but i dont see how that can happen. I've never loved anyone like i love him. Well...there was one other guy i loved alot, but this guy (im leaving his name out for his benefit and by his wish) blew all my old boyfriends away. Always cheerful and generous and sweet and kind...it justs sucks that we're being pulled away from each other...
Well i'm walking down a whole new path...lets hope i dont trip ^_^