This summer, I'm gonna get crazy. Maybe taste a little beer, go to a lot of parties, but I'm gonna be responsible because if I don't who will? I just feel rebelious. I gotta let my hair down. I gotta make out with a random guy. I don't know...I've never felt this way. It's kinda creepy. Like...mindless lust or something. Maybe it's just a phase. We'll see, I guess.
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So today, here's what happened to me.
I was gleeful and crap, because I discovered that I was exempt from my exams save three easy ones. Cool, right? I'm good to go, got my books, studying hard, then my history teacher pulls me aside today and tells me, "oh, you've got three absences in this class. not exempt." I wanted to hit her with a brick and make her cry; even though she's old!
It pissed me off so bad. People probably wouldn't even recognize me with how mad I was. Then, she took my friend aside and apologized that she had to take the exam and wished she could let her skip it. playing favorites much? I was more furious then the time someone snatched fifty bucks out of my pocket. And I was mad then.
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Forty years ago tonight, a girl of my exact same age sat down at a computer and wrote an entry about a girl her exact same age sitting down forty years before her and writing an entry about a grisly murder. SSSCCCCAAARRRRYYY! (I'm really strange....)
Guess this new movie-
"Imagine our wireless technologies made a connection to a world beyond our own. Imagine that world used that technology as a doorway into ours. Now, imagine that the connection we made can't be shut down. When you turn on your cell phone or log on to your e-mail, they'll get in, you'll be infected and they'll be able to take from you what they don¹t have anymore - life. "
There are times that we need to unwind. To let loose. To release the anger within. or maybe somethings just bothering you. It all depends. I don't have anything to bitch about today, but I do want to rant for awhile, so I'll make some things up.
I want to go on a road trip one day. On a trip where we don't know where we are going, driving too fast and singing too loud and giving the driver hell. We'll stop at a hotel and sleep for about an hour, than drive some more.
We'd most likely end up in Vegas, getting crazy drunk and having the time of our lives.
After all of that, going back to quiet, organized, studious society will seem so calming.
I'm a man in the box. All you rockers out there know what I mean. (except I'm a woman...so...oh well, who cares!)
So, i was walking down the hall and this chick bumps into me. Freeze. Now, the polite thing to do would be to turn and be like, "my bad, yo. Sorry." And i did (even though she bumped into me) and she turned and looked at me like I was eating a baby sandwich while I stood there and she rolled her eyes saying, "there are so many bitches in this school."
I walked away with my friend Adam and he said to let it roll of my back. I'm going to, but only because Adam was able to calm me down with a cupcake. I'm a sucker for those damn things.
Got homework to do becasue my teacher thrives on my misery, so I gotta go for the day. Ya'll stay cool.
P.S. Who here has seen Blade? If you have remember Decon Frost? TASTY guy! I'd like him to bite me. (Sorry...I'm getting dirty...I'd better cut myself off)
the whole suicide thing was SO EMO! I'm totally over taking my own life. You guys were right, I need to be able to take disapointment. I've just lost a lot of friends to cancer already and I'm only ** years old. (Not really gonna say how old on the net, but let's say I'm under twenty). You know what's it's like to go through a Dark Age, though? Mine was three years long. It sucked. I had good friends, though. You guys help, too. ^_^
I was going to go to the new TOOL concert that came through Texas and I missed it for my sister's ballet concert...
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I just couldn't say no to thier little faces. I already got thier new CD, though. I love TOOl. Not as much as Korn, though. It's my life's passion to find John Davis and have him sign my chest. I saw it on the twisted transistor video and decided to pursue doing the same thing.
Enough of my rambling though. Time for some comments...it doesn't have to be about me (i know enough about that subject...) tell me how you're feeling, what you're doing. Need a shoulder to cry on or anything? Or a punching bag? Just let me know, ya'll.
(Is this illegal to be advertising these? Someone tell me, otherwise I'm continuing) Sims are awesome. It is the best game in the world.
So I have this friend who everyone hates but me. I like her okay, but my crush says she's a total f***** idiot. I don't really think she's that bad, but today she threw food across the room. Food. In high school. A school-wide food fight is one thing, but flinging your spaghetti across the room like a moron is quite another. Especially when you like the person she threw it at. I'm never gonna get a boyfriend like this. Anyone mind giving me advice? I normally don't need it, but as you can see, this is quite a problem. I asked my friend Adam, who's twenty three, and he said to dump her like a sack of doorknobs. His exact words. I just wouldn't feel right if I did that.
Times are tough. We need are friends and family to pull through it. I've been contemplating suicide,(yes I know I sound emo) but I just have felt pretty hopeless. It's okay, though. I thank God every day for this life I'm not worthy of and the food I get that I haven't earned by any means. I've gotta say that my biggest reason why i don't feel so suicidal all the time is my little twin sisters. Seeing thier sweet little faces makes me feel like the luckiest person in the world. All my friends hate thier sisters or brothers, but I couldn't imagine my life without those sweet little girls.
I love my family. they are my reason for breathing. (of course, it' not like I have a boyfriend to fend felings off on...i'm STILL waiting...)
usually people base and define you by the people you hang out with. I have enough friends to prove that i don't need to act popular, but i have a few friends that could learn from me. i don't know how to tell them, and usually they don't care to listen, but they've got to know i'm only bossing them around becasue i care. i don't want someone to live a lonely, pessimistic life where people judge them and call them out and hurt them day by day. it leads to bad things. if i can, i wanna help people like that.
of course, they never wanna take the help. they wanna blame everyone else but themselves, when in reality, maybe they need to look in the mirror. my friend josh* is like that. he isn't liked or even loved by anyone but me because i'm the only person that he's ever opened up to. is that everyone else fault that he won't tell them what's wrong? Is everyone supposed to assume that every person in the world who acts mean has issuses? There are just plain mean people, and they might think that's you. if you are having social problems, write to me. I'm very good, i've been told. please, all i wanna do is help.
Do we not notice how we destroy ourselves? Just now people are starting to realize this notion. That the world is falling. That our actions do destroy us. That our "i'll do what I feel like" and "how I want it" thoughts ruin us? You can't get everything you want. Now the liberals are forcing the Republicans to fix all of the horrible problems they started and since what we have to do is hard and mean, they tell us we're mean. Yeah, okay, sure.
I know where I stand. Alone.
I wanted to post thie review for silent Hill that i read becuase it was hilarious. I personally haven't seen the movie, but this is funny.
"As for Silent Hill - this movie was pretty much the worst horror movie I had ever seen. I have seen movies with less than a 1000 budget that have been more linear than this. It started out pretty well, and then took a swan dive from the 20th floor. I actually had to turn to my girlfriend and appologize for taking her to the movie. Eventually it got to the point that the movie was so long and convoluted that people started laughing. It really is a sin for movies like this to be released to the public. The trailers were very well done, making it hard to identify this movie as the equivalent of watching dog food until sitting through the first third of the film. "
Today, I am going to make a pledge. All rock music is awesome. Whether it's scream rock or soft rock, I will always listen to it until I die. People, like my peers, Laugh and say, "what? scream rock? that stuff is annoying."i reply with,
"what's better then?"
"rap."
rap. Rap is better than rock. Rap is talking with rythem. That's all it is. Whatever is all I can say.
Evanescence is an awesome band. I love you Amy Lee.(in a fan to singer kind of way...)
Today I got my drivers permit. I'll be driving soon and be able to take my friends places, instead of having to depend on my parents like a child. So far, drivers ed sucked pretty bad, but I'm hoping this driving experience will open doors for me.
Amy, you are my inspiration. I love your music and I sing because of you.
