Pete-"no its not! its fucking sunday!
and i have to go to fucking work in four fucking hours
because every other fucker in my fuckin department is fucking ill!
now can you see why im so fucking angry!?"
Ed- "Fuck yeah!"
^_^
hi everyone. i suppose i should give a blog tour or something, considering the fact that more ppl are visiting my blog now. and this is my 102nd blog entry...but...its not that hard to do. do it yourself. ^_^ lolsorry. works eating me alive. Seriously. I have no feet.well I've been working on my novel hardcore lately as well. maybe that has something to do with my exhaustion.Been skipping my base guitar lessons. Im just gonna teach myself. so there.yeah...i sound like a child in this entry.im gonna quit before i throw a tantrum! :)laterz
oh btw, its not letting me write titles on these anymore. its a shame. im gonna have to fix that.
hoping isnt easy. sitting in front of her hospital bed, seeing her grey eyes still try to be full of life and see that smile, in all it's actuality, stretch across her pale face. To see all those wires hooked up to her tiny little arm. Your heart breaks. Yet you still hope. Lots of people would wonder why. why hope? you're wasting your time. "oh you believe in god?" they scoff. It hurts me. "yes i do" i say, but they just laugh.
people are so quick to blame God for the bad things and forget all the good things that he does. granted, some people were dealt a bad hand from the start. life hates them, they say. they want to use that as an excuse. I find that sad.
We the people with struggle must stay together. We are stronger than those who were handed life on a platter. they have no hope. they know of no struggle. we know of the hardships life gives. But we should use that to realize to cherish all the things we do have.
dont take life for granted. whether you have God or not...there is always hope if you make room for it.
no matter who takes something from you, there will be someone who will give.
no matter who hates you, someone will love you.
however, you could close your mind to optimism. you could say it is a farce. but remember...that's your conscious decision. it didnt happen to you. you did it to yourself.
life is a struggle. things arent supposed to come easy. it makes you more of a person to learn from a mistake than to live your life hidden from them. you cant hide and expect everything to be okay.
make your life what it should be. it's not your boyfriend or girlfriend or mother or father or sibling's job to make your life better.
we are who we were born to be. when you were created on this earth, a purpose was formed with you. a destiny, a prohecy.
but only a select few fufill that prophecy.
and they dont get there by sitting around and writhing in debautry. they dont get there by complaining. they get there by doing.
by acting.
by learning.
we as strugglers can do this.
