Parental Guidance Suggested

My feelings on sex. Well, having never experienced it, can't say much about the actual intercourse. But the fact that I've been offered counts, right?? *sigh* who am i kidding...
I know it has to feel good. I know it has to be a rush. I know you'll lose your breath and for a second or two, belong to the other person. The wonderful rush has to put you in such a nirvana. I think about it all the time. It facinates me also, how a human being can never get "tired" of sex. It's always thrilling. It's always wonderful. it always makes her quake and him groan. Her whimper and him chuckle...
Another thing...my role in all of it...I am quite submissive to attractive men. I would do anything some of them say, but outside the bedroom, i'm actually quite aggressive. Strange, huh?
I'm the kinda girl that falls in love with the villian in movies and books. I wanna be the love behind the evil...I wanna be the girl at his hand, doing his evil bidding...sitting by his throne, kissing his neck and telling him how powerful he is.
Only to get something in return. I actually get turned on thinking about being forced into making love with a hot villian. How he would laugh at my whimpering, it's like it gets cancelled out by the fact that he's paying attention to me. I'm odd that way.
This is hard to talk about. Strange how easy it is to type. I guess its about time I get out how i feel. I'm definitly into the whole "male dominance" in the bedroom thing. Wouldn't have it any other way. Mmmmm. ^_^ just kidding.
Anyway, if this changes your opinion of me, it shouldn't. Still the same woman, know you just see me in a new light. ^_^

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

the only thing I can think is that if you are forced then you aren't forced to make love, that would need a different word to describe it.
Ladies love outlaws.....
like babies love stray dogs
Waylon Jennings

js

Xira said...

well...i realize that but...im just wierd i guess. It's seems almost natural. and its kinda hard to explain. well..anyway... *cough uncomfortably* i'll do more on this entry later. it was kind of an experiment. ^_^

Anonymous said...

it was good that was the only thing I could think of
anyway
no need to cough
its all good!
js