the pale, chalky column

well i decided to finally let my face be shown. it bothers me only a little, so enjoy it, its leaving soon.
what am i saying? it's just a picture.
I saw three different(new) movies this weekend. Twenty Eight Weeks Later, Dead Silence, Shawn of the Dead.
28 was pretty good. nice and gory but i hadnt seen 28 days later, so I apparently missed ALOT. i was real lost. oh well thats my bad.
Dead Silence didnt scare me at all in the slightest. Until i got into bed that night....
Shawn of the dead was pretty funny. those guys are talented comedians. i really want to see Hot Fuzz now.
I'm officially in a place (i.e. a skip in space or during my existence) where i am at peace. I KNOW that in my previous post I seemed lost, but i slept on it, and had another dream where i took light leaps ahead of the present and found myself clutching a pale, chalky column , looking out over a scene, feeling his hands on my hips. I felt burning too.
It's now my job to find out what that column meant. I have to know why it meant so much to me. Esp because it's a recurring dream. I keep standing next to it, alone with some mystery man behind me, holding me in some way.
Wow taking chronodimensional skips in time makes me hungry,
bye