good times...
my friend got a boyfriend...her first boyfriend.
i'm so proud. i can't help but let it remind me of my first. It reminds me of the good old days.
so i checked my mail today, to see how my boyfriend was doing.
he's moving in two days. he cant see me anymore. He's so sorry and so am I and he'll contact me as soon as he can.
wow...thats a punch in the gut. and the sad part is i cant say that i've never felt so shitty cuz i have. guess im getting used to disapointment. :woot:
So not only am i alone, but I'm going to be hearing about my best friends perfect romance for the next months...
i think this is why people start drinking...
i'm gonna go watch saw 3. bye yall :)
***myk I AM really sorry. forgive me!
2 comments:
Cheer up a bit!
I know it's difficult..
And I know what it's like constantly having people telling you about how brilliant their relationships are..
But I've been single for a year and a half now, and I'm expecting a lot longer too..
I guess sometimes we just have to put all of our thoughts to the back of our minds..
Completely ignore how it makes us feel..
And try, as hard as it may be, to be happy for them...
And just hope they end up happy..
Rather than end up in some of the more shitty realities we seem to be attached to..
And yeah, go watch Saw!
Loads of people being slowly tortured and dying..
Always manages to brighten my day :D..
And yeah, you're forgiven..
I should've told you sooner!
Myk x x
thanks doll! You always know what to say! wish i could go out with you! it'd just be kinda hard... :)
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