Dreams...

I love escaping into the vast depths of my mind. During a boring lesson in my Physics class I'll gaze off into the wall and escape into a beautiful world of peace and calmness where i can sleep all day. Music plays in my head and i suddenly see the man of my dreams holding his arms out to me. I take them and feel the warmth of him consume me as we hold each other...
Usually im standing on a beach, staring at the beautiful splashes of orange and red of a sunset bathing the sky in vibrant warm colors that just fill me with happiness. The only sound i can hear is the calming and reassuring sound of the foamy, crystal blue waves rising and crashing on the shore. I close my eyes and know im home...that im safe...that nothing can hurt me in my place...I feel my love's hand on mine and his loving voice in my head, telling me he loves me and wont ever leave me...
im happy here....It's quiet here...i never want to leave...I can hear tiny chimes of bells somewhere in the distance as the sunset i stare at soon disapears and the sky darkens and stars illuminate the beach, lighting up the beach and fills my soul with hope. Even in the most dark pitch blackness, those starss light smiles down and kisses the surface of my face... My love pulls me up and we run into the cool water together, splashing and laughing, loving and living.
Then suddenly, like the snap of a finger, im pulled back into reality by the school bell for the next period. I see my beach fade into black, the stars disapear, my loving husband reach for me, only to disapear...
I wish i could always be in my place...in the silence...in the peace...