Holy cow, who put this here?
Times are tough. We need are friends and family to pull through it. I've been contemplating suicide,(yes I know I sound emo) but I just have felt pretty hopeless. It's okay, though. I thank God every day for this life I'm not worthy of and the food I get that I haven't earned by any means. I've gotta say that my biggest reason why i don't feel so suicidal all the time is my little twin sisters. Seeing thier sweet little faces makes me feel like the luckiest person in the world. All my friends hate thier sisters or brothers, but I couldn't imagine my life without those sweet little girls.
I love my family. they are my reason for breathing. (of course, it' not like I have a boyfriend to fend felings off on...i'm STILL waiting...)
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Holy crap, you're young, not even driving yet (though my step-son's 21 and not driving either, so maybe that doesnt mean anything). Suicide is not an option, it is an end to all options. I'm probably your father's age so I can tell you it gets better and worse. Oh well. Learn from it, and keep your eyes open. You dont sound like an idiot and you write very well, so you'll be OK, I think. And I'm starting to sound patronising, which I hate but cant seem to help, so I'll leave you with a quote from Joe vs. the Volcano:
"Patricia: My father says that almost the whole world is asleep. Everybody you know. Everybody you see. Everybody you talk to. He says that only a few people are awake and they live in a state of constant total amazement."
That's what I strive for, though I'm not very good at it (need more coffee).
Hey!
NEVER EVER contemplate suicide. You only get one shot at life. Suicide takes away the most fulfilling gift you've ever been given. I know. I used to think like you've posted here. No matter how depressed I feel I could never commit suicide because for all you or I know.. tomorrow we'll enter true love, win the lotto(!), or have the most fulfilling moment of your life. You always have to give life another chance. Never give up!
:) Thanks for the comment! I'll be sure to be reading up on you!
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